June 2012
1 post
its been a while.
havent really vented on tumblr lately. actually, i havent been on tumblr at all lately. but bleh.. just to get a few things outta my mind..
junior year is officially over, and i can honestly say that it was the best fucken year ever. had its ups and downs, but for the most part.. i can finally say that the good outweighted the bad. definitely gonna miss this year.
went to c/o 2012’s...
May 2012
44 posts
Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to accomplish anything in life and fail miserably or is that just me?
big girls dont cry.
i really dont know why things have been so hard lately. sometimes, i feel like i try to find things wrong in my life. but bleh.. ive jst been so depressed lately. and it sucks.. i just dont know what else to do anymore. nothings okay. and i dont think it will be for a while..
prado, gian, alexa, lanie, and elden <3 thank you guys for always bringing a smile to my face, even when im in the...
Pride and vulnerability.
thecambodiandoll:
I kind of feel like nowadays, a lot of people put their pride over their natural need to allow themselves to be vulnerable at times. I know that I do. I tend to push a lot of people away because I don’t want to show my vulnerability but it only causes me to feel even more of a need to lean on someone. Sometimes you just have to let yourself feel and allow someone else to hold...
"if youre going thru hell, keep going."
only cuhz i havent done these vent sessions in hella long.. and i just really need it right now.
im slowly giving up on myself. i just dont know what else to do. im trying, i promise you that.. but fuck. why do i feel like everythings just put to waste these days? im not making anyone proud, not even myself. each day, i grow more and more irritable and shit just aint cutting it now.
distancing...
A man: I want happiness.
Buddha: First remove "I," that's ego, then remove "want," that's desire. See? Now you are left with happiness.
thystonerkush:
You can only let so much get to you till you turn into a heartless bitch.
April 2012
51 posts
getting all emotional and shit.
maybe its the fact that its midnight and i dont know what else to think about. maybe its the fact that im just overflowing with emotions. maybe its the fact that.. theres only one more month of school left.. which means the clock is ticking and theres only so much little time to spend with my fave seniors :( gotta admit, i havent been making the best effort spending the last month of school with...
